Feelings

All I have are feelings
feelings of hate
of pain
of sorrow
of regret

All I have is pain,
pain in my soul
once again.
Like always that I let my heart talks

what to hell is wrong?
I'll let my heart talks
but please,
save me from my pain
don't crush me
once again.

I'm too tired of this
I'm too tired of giving
but never receiving

Maybe that is the cross
I must bear
I must carry this through this life

Giving you all I have
just to take it away
and save it inside
where it can destroy me
from within

I should be left alone
Never was the one for me
Never were the one for you
But tell me
why do I feel this pain?

I should never opened my mouth
and let you know
what I felt inside.