To no one....

Thinking of you,
Wishing you are too.
My love, my life...
I'm not a perfect man,
I wish I was
But you should know
That I love you

My heart is here ,
My love knows no end.
That is the one thing driving me to be better
A better man for you.

All my defects,
I wish I can erase them.

Nobody will love you like I do,
Now my heart is in your hands.

Maybe I'm not all you wish I should be,
Maybe sometimes I say the wrong words, maybe sometimes I make your smile go away.

You must know
I'm not used to feel like this.
Love took me by surprised.
Love is what I've found inside
Thanks to you.

I'll become a better man
I'll become the man you deserve
Just give me the chance to love you
And you will see.

I love you, my sweetheart.
I miss you every second you are away.
Just waiting for you to meet me again.
So I can give you a kiss and a caress.

Waiting to see your smile again...
So I can live again....

Abandono el blog por un tiempo

Voy a dejar de escribir un tiempo en mi blog. No me está ayudando en este momento de mi vida. Sólo estoy volcando pesimismo, angustia, dolor. No me estoy permitiendo sentir feliz y siempre escribo sobre lo malo aquí.

He llegado a un punto tan extraño de mi vida, un amor a la distancia, rogando porque no me olvide, porque no me deje de amar, tratando de controlar lo incontrolable.

Y escribir sobreno eso no me está ayudando. Se que todo está en manos y corazón de ella, yo no puedo brindar más de lo que estoy brindando, tal vez sea suficiente, tal vez no, pero no quiero sufrir más.

Sólo conozco el sufrimiento, no puedo, no me permito ser feliz, y pensar que alguien, tal vez, me esté extrañando tanto como yo, que ese alguien, tal vez, sienta tanto amor como yo.

El olvido me parece tan aterrador, que sólo quiero dedicarle esta última entrada en mi blog, por eso mi decisión de no escribir más aquí. No quiero revivirlo cada vez que entre aquí.

El tiempo solo podrá mostrarme lo que va a pasar, no puedo predecir el futuro, ni cambiar el presente. Soy incapaz de modificar las cosas. La vida parece llena de obstáculos y sufrimiento. No se si existe otra forma de verlo, pero al no escribir sobre eso tal vez, pueda eliminar esta negatividad, este pesimismo en mi cabeza.

No soy capaz de creer que alguien pueda amarme, pueda extrañarme. Es un riesgo demasiado grande para mi forma de ser pensar positivamente, pero puede haber llegado la hora de ese gran cambio...

Quizás me rompan el corazón...pero también está la posibilidad de que no suceda...y siempre me he aferrado al pesimismo y me ha ido mal. Quiero aferrarme al optimismo y, rogar, que me vaya bien.

Dejo estos pensamientos aquí como testimonio de mi intención. Si vuelvo aquí....ya saben lo qué pasó.

Pidan por mi ante quien Uds. crean, les pido ese favor....para que por una vez....mi corazón no sea roto....que este gran sueño de futuro con alguien pueda ser una realidad....lo necesito...necesito creer que puede ser así....que va a ser así.

Adiós........espero......

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Cansado de Vivir

No me aguanto más...
Mi cabeza no resiste más...
Mi corazón no puede más...
La vida es demasiado para mi.

Cansado...demasiado cansado.
Vivo en constante dolor,
constante preocupación,
demasiada agonía.

Alguien que me explique qué razón tiene esto
Qué motivo tiene vivir así?
Estoy a la deriva,
abandonado en este mundo...

Condenado a sufrir por años,
condenado al fracaso de por vida.
No puedo cambiar,
no encuentro el camino.

No quiero existir más,
no quiero sufrir más.
Demasiado he aguantado.
No quiero vivir más.

Esperando lo que nunca vendrá,
soñando con lo que nunca será,
una eterna agonía,
una noche sin día.

La muerte parece tan seductora,
pero soy cobarde para enfrentarla.
Parece la única salida,
pero, todavía, no me animo a tomarla...

Fuente de la imagen: http://kawaielli.deviantart.com/art/Death-183421035

Wicked Game - Stone Sour.....

I'm feeling so fucking blue......

"Wicked Game"

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.

It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.

And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

No, I don't want to fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

With you, with you (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game you play to make me feel this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.

What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

And I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

No, I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.

It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.

And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you,

No, I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

No, I wanna fall in love (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

With you (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

With you (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

No, I... (this girl is only gonna break your heart)

(this girl is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one.

Don't Forget Me

Thinking of you,
Our time is getting shorter,
And my love is getting bigger,
Life could be cruel sometimes.

This silence is killing me,
And I know it will only get worse,
My heart is waiting for you,
not knowing if yours will wait for me.

Distance could break us apart,
but maybe it could make us stronger.
Love should prevail,
love will not make us die.

Far away, and yet so close.
I hope your love doesn't fade away.
I hope you feel the same as me.
Only time will tell.

Falling in love with you,
I could not stop it.
You make my heart beat again.
This love show me how to live again.

Darling,
I will be here for you,
far away...but yet so close.
You will feel my heart
even if you are miles away.

You will know that I'll be waiting here,
with my heart in my hands,
with the hope that you will miss me too,
with the hope that your love will make you come back to me.

I will always be here,
I will love you always,
I promise I will try to make you happy.
You deserve that and more.

No one will love you the way I do,
Nobody will think of you the way I do.
I hope I am worthy of you.
I hope life will grant us the chance
of loving each other the way we deserve.

Please, don't forget me.....
I cannot forget you....
Love is impossible to leave behind,
Love is impossible to erase.

Fuente de la imagen: http://zero0v.deviantart.com/art/Sad-49509516

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Sad - Pearl Jam

Sad song, that made me think what would I feel without you......

"Sad"

All the photographs were peeling

and colors turned to gray

He stayed... in his room with memories for days

He faced... an undertow of futures laid to waste

Embraced... by the loss of what he could not replace

There is no reason that she passed

And there is no god with a plan

It's sad... and his loneliness is proof

It's sad... he could only love you

It's sad

The door swings to a passing fable

A fate we may delay

We say... holding on...delivered in our own brace

He let em as he laid in bed

hoping that dreams would bring her back

It's sad... and his loneliness is proof

It's sad... he could only love you

It's sad

Holding his last breath

Believing... he'll make his way

But she's not forgotten

He's haunted...he's searching for escape

If just one wish could bring her back

It's sad... and his lonliness is proof

It's sad... he will always love you

It's sad