Sometimes, you wish to dissapear, no more, no less.
Feeling down and the sorrow is all around you, like the air you´re breathing.
How come we get to this?
When we took the detour to this forgotten road in life?
When we forgot how to feel...how to be happy...how to smile?
Where is that little boy with his eyes fill with joy?
Where did I hide him?
Why doesn´t he dare to come out again?
I hate to feel this way.
But I´ve forgotten how to be different.
When I was younger, all I wanna was to be different, special...
But life has teach me that I´m just like everybody else, ordinary, common, unappreciated.
All I see is dispair, disgrace, injustice for all, for me.
All I see is how people tread on your dreams, your ideas, your work, everything you have fought to.
Can I find a way out?
Can I?
Is there any?
Looking at this monitor, writing these words from within....
is all I have right now.
And the worst part is that... I don´t even care.....
