Cursed (End of it all)

This is the city

where you are trying to live

this anonimous entity

that have nothing yo give

This is your life

nothing else you'll know

this is your ship

that sail this land of sorrow

This is the place

she confined you into her walls

no one can escape

from her darkest nails

This is your coffin

in which you will be buried

no chance for heaven

everyone is cursed.

This is our curse

for what we have done

no salvation for us

we deserve to be destroyed

Remember!

We are here for all

Remember!

We are cursed for that

Remember!

We forgot our mission

Punishment!

is all we've got left

This is our death

no turning back from hell

we gain our doom

now you'll have to enjoy it.

This is our hour

god has no more grains of sand

we've broken the clock

and now,

we're drowning in our mud.

LOST

I can´t take this shit anymore,

feeling like I'm going to explode-implode

How can I escape from this circle of death alive?

How can I beat this suffering with no weapons at hand?

Help me be...please help me find my strenght....

where did I go?

where did I astray?

I can barely stand myself,

I cannot think clearly anymore,

where did I go?

tell me why did I lost myself again?

I feel a stranger in this world,

feeling like nothing is making much sense to me,

trapped under this dark cloud,

under this cold freezing abism

Lost within,

Lost outside,

Lost in this shitty world,

these stupid things that are important to you

but not for me.

Fuck everybody,

let me fucking be myself,

but first let me find myself!!!

I am lost again....

all over again...

i don´t want this anymore

no more...

not again...

help me.

help me be.