LOST

I can´t take this shit anymore,

feeling like I'm going to explode-implode

How can I escape from this circle of death alive?

How can I beat this suffering with no weapons at hand?

Help me be...please help me find my strenght....

where did I go?

where did I astray?

I can barely stand myself,

I cannot think clearly anymore,

where did I go?

tell me why did I lost myself again?

I feel a stranger in this world,

feeling like nothing is making much sense to me,

trapped under this dark cloud,

under this cold freezing abism

Lost within,

Lost outside,

Lost in this shitty world,

these stupid things that are important to you

but not for me.

Fuck everybody,

let me fucking be myself,

but first let me find myself!!!

I am lost again....

all over again...

i don´t want this anymore

no more...

not again...

help me.

help me be.